Once Again Wisp

I cannot believe that it has been six months since I last wrote in this blog. Just as many blogs out there in this world, it was started with so much promise yet forgotten so quickly. Thank you to Misa for being such a faithful blogger, it has reminded me of the joy I once got from writing here.
Needless to say, much has happened since I last wrote, so much that I don't think I can write about it with much accuracy anymore. Currently my life is in partitions just like I mentioned in my first posting. In fact presently I feel like my mind and my spirit is even more divided than last year. But the most frightening part is I think I am getting really good at it. As I learn more languages and more cultures I feel strangely smug as I know I can easily run away from my reality into a fantasy world where not many people can follow me. If I get sick of Japanese, I can run to Spanish, if I get sick of Spanish I can run to Korean. Granted I don't know much Korean, but the cinema class I have been taking allows me to enter into Korean culture all the same. I have started to read fantasy books which I haven't done in forever and I am loving every moment of it. It just offers me another way to escape from reality. This is all very unhealthy I know, nobody should be this removed from the real world, and I know in the back of my mind that there is very important things that I should and want to be doing. So once again I am going to start school, and once again I am going to write in this blog about random inspiring things that I fail to mention in everyday conversation. I need to stop letting all of these wisps escape me.